From the recording The Many Deaths and Life of Frank Rhodes
Cesarina Gonzalez - lyrics
Franklin Rodriguez - producer, mix, vox, electric guitar
Abraham Bautista - electric guitar
Edwin Camilo - bass
Rafael Solano - keys and synths
Dan Konopka - drums, mix, master
One night, I had writer's block and decided to check out some old voice notes from 2014. It was a short chord progression, and I mumbled Naci Sin Ley y vuelvo a caer while strumming the guitar. I remembered that Cesarina, my girlfriend writes poetry and can also sing. So, I asked her if she could write some lyrics for this song idea. At 4 a.m., I got a text and a picture from her with about four paragraphs of material. I was impressed and motivated to try something new. I am a big fan of Queens of the Stone Age. And I have been listening to their song, "I appear missing," nonstop for years. I love how epic and powerful the music feels, and I wanted to try to do the same. I made minor changes to the lyrics and explained to Cesarina what I wanted to do with this song. I created a drum loop, grabbed my electric guitar, and went for it. I showed her what I came up with, and she got excited. After I got all the kinks out of the track, I spoke with Juan, who did the first drum track. Then I contacted Edwin and Abraham, and they did their thing. For this song, I went to a recording studio in the Bronx and laid some vocals on the track. I mixed it, and I felt it needed some keys and synths to make it feel more epic. I contacted Rafael Solano, an incredible multi-instrumentalist, and explained what I wanted. Eventually, I got Dan Konopka from OkGo and asked him if he could do the drums, mix and master the track, and the rest is history.
Lyrics
No pude resistir
Y no te supe mentir
Queria intentar amar
Despertar con una mujer particular
Con esta falsedad
Pensar luego soñar
De entregarme
Y regalarle a una mujer mi libertad
Maldigo el momento que te conoci
Y el sufrimiento que conmigo ibas a vivir
Hace mucho perdi la fe
De ser un hombre fiel
Te pido que me entiendas
No te tengo mala fe
Soy vagabundo
Pobre diablo
Ya no se que hacer
No se de que manera
Te lo tengo que decir
Jamas seras feliz
Es que te gusta sufrir
No busques refugio en un hombre como yo
Conoceras decepcion
No me dejaras otra opcion
Lo inevitable ya paso
No te pido perdon
Aun tienes tiempo
Mientras puedas
Estoy perdiendo la razon
Naci sin ley
Vuelvo a caer
